This article is the work of Nicolette Stevens, also known
as Sylviana and as Lady Jasmine. The
source
of this material is paraphrased from
Jerik Daenarson himself, both in person and through recorded interviews
that took place in 2001. This essay is the third chapter in a series
telling Jerik's life story and history in the Pagan community. If you
didn't read part one and two, you can find them here:
Part 3 - A First Spiritual mentor
During his high school years Jerik briefly became a part of
the Air Force, in which he served and underwent basic training for about two
months. He was then given an honorable discharge and sent home, having gone
through basic training and been found psychologically in-adaptable to military
life at the age of 17. He later thought of his military experience as something
that proved to be the big gym class in Texas, which he had gone to as a way to
avoid being with his parents.
Upon returning he was a student at North Vista High School
in Riverside California. He signed up for an art appreciation class, looking mostly
for an easy class to pass. At the first class meeting in walked a teacher by
the name of Dean Strong, with piercing blue eyes and a marine crew cut, almost
like that of an eastern monk with a nearly shaven head. Jerik’s hope of an easy
class went out the window but his curiosity grew, as the teacher began his
introduction. He said “This is going to be the toughest class you ever took.
I’m going to teach you to not only see colors, but to see their auras. I’m
going to teach you about symbols and art…” and went on charismatically about
the subject.
A student who was more familiar with the teacher interrupted him and asked excitedly if he was the same Dean Strong who was an all American football player, and the teacher answered “Yes, but that was a long time ago.” Jerik noticed that the way he answered the question was soft and almost humble, certainly not what you would expect from a big well known jock, and that the teacher seemed to almost shine with an aura of light around him.
A student who was more familiar with the teacher interrupted him and asked excitedly if he was the same Dean Strong who was an all American football player, and the teacher answered “Yes, but that was a long time ago.” Jerik noticed that the way he answered the question was soft and almost humble, certainly not what you would expect from a big well known jock, and that the teacher seemed to almost shine with an aura of light around him.
Dean Strong became Jeriks favorite teacher, and had always
shown him kindness and wisdom. It came to pass one day that Jerik had another
parting of the ways with his parents, and so when he hit a troubled spot and
was basically trying to run away from home, he went to ask his teacher for
advice. The teacher told him that he could not officially help him, but invited
him to come to his ashra. There, Dean
introduced him to his wife, who lived in a separate house. Jerik started to
realize then that there was something really strange about this teacher’s life.
“What’s an 'ashram' ”? Jerik asked him. The teacher responded
“A Spiritual Center”. Jerik started to notice pictures that were on display,
and asked Mr. Strong if they were pictures of him. The teacher went on to say “Yes,
I like to think of them as images of my slain former selves.” They were an
unusual and dramatic display. He had been a carrier fighter pilot in the Korean
war, and an all American football star, but had experienced some kind of deep
spiritual conversion. He then studied in India and Tibet, lost over a hundred
pounds, became celibate and vegetarian, and walked an eastern path that leads
to Buddha-hood and the overcoming of Maya. Dean Strong had also studied at the
Bauhaus in Germany, where he developed his knowledge of art and symbolism. It
was this man with his wide and varied experiences who exposed Jerik to the idea
of the evolution of the spirit and the true evolution of a person.
When talking about working with the friend and teacher he
went to stay with, he tried to convey just how different this was from anything
he had been exposed to in his young life. “I’m a big blond Norseman. I like
broadswords, burgers and blonde’s at this time in my life, and also redheads
and brunettes. It’s awfully alien for a Viking to be dropped off at the ashra
and told that he has to touch the tip of his tongue to the roof of his mouth
and vibrate in the following fashion, and my legs don’t even bend that way…”
Yet, Jerik needed to be someplace other than the home of his
parents, and felt safe and comfortable with the charismatic teacher who became
a marvelous friend to him. He remembered with awe that he had a magnificent
library and meditation center, filled with statuary of the eastern Buddha and
other spiritual figures, and a domed skylight overhead that filled the room
with light from above. It was there that Jerik learned about Yoga and different
styles of meditation. He had also never fasted before, but Dean put him on a
melon fast for several days to help purge his body of toxins, as well as having
him try the sauna for its cleansing steam and benefits of relaxation. He taught
him about Prana Yoga breathing exercises, and several disciplines of
meditation. He studied with the man for
only a little while, but got a great deal out of it.
In the end he came to the realization that it wasn’t his
path, but he tried. It was the beginning of his study in eastern philosophy and
meditation, which consisted of several disciplines of yoga and the reading of
esoteric and eastern texts that always had an aim towards the evolution of the
spirit and going beyond the wheel of karma. Jerik found Dean Strong to be a
very marvelous and transcendental man, but also discovered quickly that this
wasn’t his path, that he could not walk in Buddha footsteps. He did however
respect the path, and he respected the man who was teaching him so many things
about spirituality and life. Dean got Jerik started on the turn inward part
of spiritual evolution, where we learn not only to look in the external world
for our symbols of deity, but we start looking within.
This teacher also got him interested in other ideas as well that he
had not previously been exposed to, such as astral projection and other
spiritual phenomena. Dean spent a lot of time in meditation, and seemed to be
able to do things that other people could not or did not know how to do. The
spectrum of his knowledge was far reaching. Even in teaching art appreciation
at school, he exposed the students to ideas that were new for them, by doing things like
teaching them techniques to see auras around the paintings they studied. Some
of the ideas Dean had resonated deeply with Jerik and gave him a spiritual
foundation that was different than that of his parents and family. Jerik said
that he credited his very nurturing Great Aunt and Great Uncle with starting him on the
path, and then his teacher Dean Strong as his first real spiritual mentor.
( This article is part
of an ongoing effort by Jerik’s friends, family, and students; to create a
proper memorial for him and preserve his stories and writing as he wished. Cody
Allison and I are working on this along with other friends, and would be happy
to include material and memories by others who had a connection to him, and to
his tradition which was called Southshire. Please feel free to contact either
of us to share your comments; memories, class notes, experiences, and any other
writing from Jerik that it may be shared in honor of our friend. Thank you,
Nicolette Stevens. )
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